Day 1: I'm that kind of Bao Zi

No Baozi is exactly like the other. Some have a different dough, and some a different filling. Some are topped with sesame or poppy seeds, and some just have a different shape than others.
I feel like humans are like Baozi's. We are similar, but not completely alike. Some of us are filled as much as we can with stuffing, while others are just plain dough.
Me, I'm a Baozi with sweet Chao Shao filling. Fatty pork glaced in honey and spiceys describes me perfectly, because I'm a little fat and I am really good at acting like I'm totally sweet even though I have a rather bitter core sometimes, and on top of that I'm slightly spicy and a bit feisty.
Even though I am this kind of over filled Baozi, I'm not really unhappy about it. I'm comfortable in my own 85kg's(187.4lbs) body, even though I have short legs and a big head. That's just me.
It's how the public looks at me that is the problem. I feel ashamed over my own body when I'm outside, because I can feel dissaproving looks on me, and I don't like that.
So this year, a 2013 that I hope will also bring love, friendship and better grades, I need to loose some weight. I'm setting out to fit perfectly into my Yesstyle wishlist, and to be light enough to not blush when I have to sit on someone's lap, before I turn 16. Feel free to join me on my journey towards a new me, a me that only weighs 60kg(132.2lbs).

ps. I'm curently 169.5cm tall. (5.56 feet)

Day 1: 25kgs(55lbs) to go, 401 days to go.